life have been complicated these days. the guy who have hurt me before came upon to me apologizing and wanted to be back wif me. i told him juz frenz coz i know deep in my heart i can nvr accept what he did to me bad then. As always new people step into my life.. u know who rite gerls the one i say during my bday.. i tot it gonna last me long but i was wrong. he was fickle minded and immatured. he doesn't want to commit.. unlike his fren who is always there for me supporting me every single way. somehow i wish he was more like his fren.. we went different ways.. as for his fren we still do keep in contact. his fren "H" here tried to talk to him and persuade him. I was so touched that he went thru so much to help me. It 's only today i found out that he likes me and he try to do anything juz to make me happy in life.. aww.. i dunno how to say this but it's been a few nights that i have always dream abt "H". haiz i dunno let's juz see wat's life have install for me..