It has been nearly a mth since i last blog.. today felt like writing again after at this point of time im down with sadness and disappointment. I guess blog is the only way i could release my sadness, anger, happiness or shud i say my feelings. Sometimes when it comes to work the pressure is unbearable dun u think so? a quick flash back... as an admin here paperwork is my daily routine. since im a fast worker i complete my job quite fast.. my boss told me during my first mth working there. That time i prepared invoice for incoming document that my boss have not take a look. so u know he kinda like nag to me.. incoming documents get thru him first before preparing invoices. Since then i remember that. Yesterday there was an incoming document and after reading it i know i need to prepare the invoices but i need to let my boss see the document first. So i left the document on the table and u know wat happen today? my collegue inform me that my boss came back last night to the office and nag that i did'nt do that document.. my fault is it? his instruction wat.. no fair i get blame.. can u imagine that day he critized my diploma saying that it was not gd coz certain things he told me i did'nt know coz basically he was more to electrical. i think i 'll be working here till early next yr for now im preparing a resume.. try to get a job related to my diploma. my patient has a limit, how long can i stand if people kkep blaming me for their own mistake.. haiz..