hi everyone.. it has been months since i last updated. lots of thing happen in my life.. Rite now i miss my BFFs.. gerls we shud catch up i know everyone is bz including myself but keep in contact k.. working has been fine it is juz my condition causing probs for me. I myself can't stand it juz imagine in 1 month i have to go on MC for 3 to 4 times. Luckily my boss is a very understanding person.. thanks willy! U may be wondering wat causes to go on mc lots of time. It all started wif my migrane.. got it once a week then twice a week. it does'nt seem to get better each day. At one point i started to have it too frequent.. as in twice each day. the pain was unbearable.. half of my face turn numb whenever it happens. All i can do was to constantly take my medication. Which means im totally depending on pain killers that the doc prescribe to me.. As the pain got worse i went back to the doc and told him of my condition .. he say my condition is critical. he wrote a letter told me to go to a poly and ask them to refer me to a specialist to go for abrain scan. my guy and my family was always there to support me to be strong and faced the pain. I know that a brain scan would cost a lot. My mum and my guy constantly trying to go for other alternatives to help me get well soon.. currently my mum bought some chinese medicine which taste totally awful but i have to force myself taking it as it cost her $100 for the medicine. So far i feel better the migrane isn't that frequent animore. i juz realised that ever since im sick i been losing weight.. my face turn pale.. but at this point of time im getting involve in activity like rock climbing. Yup my guy brought me there and guide me.. I wanted to tell my dear Bffs but i know u gerls are bz wif ur werk and i dun wan u ppl to worry abt me.. Juz pray that i get well soon ya..