Today my dearest went for his sch camp.. and i dunno y but im worried.. coz of something uh. and this few days i have been sick but i still make myself strong to come to work. Dear god wats wrong wif me.. yesterday had my asthma attack and it was really bad since the last attack was last yr, i felt my fingers numb.. i dun have the appetite to eat neither do i have a proper sleep. i seriously need to know wats happening to me.. till now as i type this entry i try to bear wif this chest pain.. i feel like crying now.. dear god help me...