Today have to start reporting to the new office... Since i dun wanna lose my way i took the initiative to wake up early and plan my way... I remember wat my colleague inform me... even though he juz explain in sign language, he says if i were to drop at this particular bus stop i have to walk 3/4 round the building juz to go inside as there is no enterance.. So i told myself to drop the stop before and trying to figure my way in.. and ya it was much much nearer. by the time i stand outside the unit.. I realized i was 45 min early.. how cool was that? no really.. since no one was there, i stand at the corridor looking down frm the 4th flr.. no signs of boss car.. so ya i stand there for the nxt 45 min before i saw my other colleagues.. well morning started out nt too gd.. i open the file cabinet and all the files drop on me.. ya i meant it drop on me..hard to believe.. but i already expected it somehow.. Then early this morning i msg this particular fren of mine telling how was my trip and so for... instead of hearing the normal comforting encouragement.. wat i got back is juz a scolding.. more like frustration. throughout the yr i know this fren.. u nvr did this? wat's wif u i wonder... U r juz nt urself, if u r angry u dun vent ur anger on me ok.. If u think im bothering ur life, then fine i'll stay away.. dun say that i forget my frenz.. juz hate the fact that ppl tell me they need me, and when i need them, they juz left me alone.. What kinda frenz are u ppl i wonder...


I need a new job.. I dun like it here.. Im lonely